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*cries*  T________T 

It's finals time...which means I'm half dead.  Well not really, I've actually gotten plenty of sleep mostly because i had approx 3 days of no class or anything to study for my first final on Saturday.  And then I have until Thursday until my second final, and then Friday's the last one.  I'm more worried about the last two final than the one on Saturday, but the one on Saturday is the one I really wanna do well in since it's my Comp Sci class. 

In any case, I've been watching lik 20 hours of lectures that I missed, and I'm only half paying attention.  The annoying thing is, although I get to serve the web while I half listen to the lecture (sometimes not paying too mcuh attention to the lecture unfortunately...) i don't have the kind of multitasking power to actually write my fic.

Yes, believe it or not, it's my final time and I'm thinking about A Man Who Wasn't There.  -_-;;;; <--awful

But yeah, basically although I'm not doing a whole lot other than watching the webcasts and sitting here, I'm actually not get to do a lot of things I really wanna do.  :\  I'm just glad i get to go online and check DBSK Jaeho/Yoosu stuff and download/save images while I'm half listening, but on the other hand I feel like i'm not really paying attention to the lecture anyway.

Aaah, I'm just...ugh.  :(

I can't wait until the finals are over, but then after that's done I need to hurry up and pack and move all my stuff to the apartment.  Which shoudn't be too ebad, except I'm worried about the TV of mine.  I honestly don't want it, I spent only $45 for it but I basically never used it 'cause it turned out to be too blurry.  And it's realy big, and heavy...so I don't want to move it 'cause I'm not sure if I'll be able to carry it to her car and stuff, but I can't just leave it here... *sigh* 

So then after that I gotta pack for China as I'm leaving a day after finals are over.  *cries*  I'm so tight on time.  T___T 

AARRRRRRRGJKLDFJDKSLFJDL:KJDFKJ:KDS:JKFDS:JKL T_____T

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Title: A Man Who Wasn't There
Author: kai_yukashi
Length: Series [4/?]
Rating: R
Genre: horror, mystery, romance, AU
Pairing: Jaeho, Yoosu, Changmin
Summary: Investigator Jung Yunho have a partner, Park Yoochun, a murder witness, Kim Jaejoong, and a shy best friend, Kim Junsu.  It should be obvious what is going on.  Unfortunately, when the third chopped body turns up, Yunho finds himself discovering a whole lot of things that he never wanted to know.
Note: crossposted to jaeho_detox & yoosu_yongwonhi.  Unbetaed.  :(  Finally some Yoosu interaction.  Unfortunately I didn't get around to the Jaeho part, even though I meant to.  x___x  This one includes me torturing Yunho.  ^.~
{ Chapter 1 | Chapter 2 | Chapter 3 }

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Title: A Man Who Wasn't There
Author: kai_yukashi
Length: Series [3/?]
Rating: R
Genre: horror, mystery, romance, AU
Pairing: Jaeho, Yoosu, Changmin
Summary: Investigator Jung Yunho have a partner, Park Yoochun, a murder witness, Kim Jaejoong, and a shy best friend, Kim Junsu.  It should be obvious what is going on.  Unfortunately, when the third chopped body turns up, Yunho finds himself discovering a whole lot of things that he never wanted to know.
Note: crossposted to jaeho_detox & yoosu_yongwonhi.  Unbetaed.  :(  Includes a few bad words.  Lots of investigation happens, and not lot of otherwise.  I need to hurry up and get my butt to the Jaeho and Yoosu bits.  x___x 
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Title: A Man Who Wasn't There
Author: kai_yukashi
Length: Series [2/?]
Rating: R
Genre: horror, mystery, romance, AU
Pairing: Jaeho, Yoosu, Changmin
Summary: Investigator Jung Yunho have a partner, Park Yoochun, a murder witness, Kim Jaejoong, and a shy best friend, Kim Junsu.  It should be obvious what is going on.  Unfortunately, when the third chopped up body turns up, Yunho finds himself discovering a whole lot of things that he never wanted to know. 
Note: crossposted to jaeho_detox & yoosu_yongwonhi.  Unbetaed. 
{ Chapter 1 }

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Title: A Man Who Wasn't There
Author: kai_yukashi
Length: Series [1/?]
Rating: R
Genre: horror, mystery, romance, AU
Pairing: Jaeho, Yoosu (a couple of chapters down), Changmin
Summary: Investigator Jung Yunho have a partner, one Park Yoochun, a new murder witness, Kim Jaejoong, and a shy best friend, Kim Junsu.  It should be obvious what is going on.  Unfortunately, when the third chopped up body turns up, Yunho finds himself discovering a whole lot of things that he never wanted to know. 
Note: crossposted to jaeho_detox and yoosu_yongwonhi.  I'd like to point out that I have NO clue how the police and investigation system in Korea works, nor do I know anything about Seoul's layout, how people in general act, and typical Korean names, etc., etc.  If any of these seem REALLY wrong or off...well, just take it as artistic license.  The setting is Seoul, Korea because the boys are Koreans, that's about all there is to it.  Otherwise, think of it as an AU Korea where things play my way.  XD  I feel like Yunho's a little OOC, but hopefully as the series goes on, I'll fix that.  Consider this a special InvestigatingMode!Yunho.  XD


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Title: For the Best
Length: Oneshot
Author:
kai_yukashi
Rating: G
Genre: Angst
Pairing: Jaeho, Yoosu
Summary: Sometimes the best intentions can lead to a painful conclusion
Note:
cross-posted to
jaeho_detox and yoosu_yongwonhi this is basically my experimentation with writing this kind of POV (it's my first time), and also an exploration of an alternative explanation for what's going on in the background.  Mostly refers to the period where Yunho and Jaejoong are sort of cold to eachother, and also the more recent stuff.  But does NOT include the REALLY recent stuff where everyone's happy again.  :D  I was going to include an ending, but I decided where I ended now is better. 

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Alright, first foray into Dong Bang Shin Ki fanfic, and it's not even on my fav pairing lol.  That said...part of this is based on how Junsu's been acting in some of the more recent interviews, and also based on this which please DO NOT WATCH if you're a diehard yoosu or jaeho fangirl/boy and doesn't want to see any jaechun-ness happening.  lol  This vid created...a big stir in Jaeho comm, and it got pretty bad so.  XD  You don't need to watch it to read the fic, although at one point it refers to it.  It also refers to the Noh HongChul radio show that the boys were on approx 4 or 5 months ago in Korea, where Junsu chose Yoochun to be the one he want to date if he were a girl, and Yoochun chose Junsu back.

that said...please enjoy~~

Title: Intent
Length: oneshot
Author: kai_yukashi Rating: G
Pairing: mild Yoosu, even more mild Jaeho, this is sort of half introspective
Genre: angst
Note: this is very much unbeta-ed, unfortunately, so I'm sure plenty of errors.  It's 4:30AM, i got a project that's due tomorrow and it's LONG and complicated, and I barely started.  And i'm just....the boys are doing stuff to my brain. x___x  please forgive the awful run-ons and whatnot.  ^^;;;  X-posted on yoosu_yongwonhi
Summary: Junsu wants to go home to Korea, where he is well loved. 

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OMG CMAT IS OVER!!!!  Gaaaaaaaah, that was a ridiculously long day...  I was there friday afternoon staring at 4, and got stuck there until approx 9:30-ish 'cause my gay friend Michael told me to wait for him, even thoguh I could've gotten out by like 7 or 8PM.  x___x  Then we ate and I didn't get home til around 10:30PM, and then went to sleep around 11:30PM.  But then I think i was so stressed out and highstrung over the event that i kept having nightmare after nightmare, and gave up sleeping at 4AM 'cause i had a particularly disturbing one.  x____x 

So got up at 4:00AM and puttered around looking at Dong Bang Shin Ki stuff (non-video only, i don't have any bandwidth left for vids lol) until 5, then went to shower, and then had to get dressed all professional and stuff 'cause it's our tournament so the tournament heads had to dress up in suits and whatever they got that's most professional.  That part was okay since it was sort of fun 'cause i odn't normally get to dress up.  XD

Then i got there at 6AM, and had to spend all morning setting up, then wait on the judges.  THe morning was great, went pretty smoothly, they ate the breakfast, and I managed to get everything done.  I get to steal away and watch the advanced Nandu changchuan matches too, which was very much incredible.  Some of the guys are soooooooooo hot....and even if they're not incredibly hot by normal standards, the fact that they are SO good at wushu totally makes up for it.  lol

for example there's this guy named Brian Cart*go (i dun wanna write his full last name, juse in case someon makes a search for him and gets to my LJ...  XD) who in all honesty is pretty ugly.  But he's REALLY good at wushu, one of the top nandu people, and really friendly and nice, with an increidably nice body, so in comparison, he's a really good catch.  LOL  It's really funny how how you look is only half of your worth in Cal Wushu; the other half of your worth comes from your wushu skills.  XD 

Anywayz, but then lunch went completely to hell.  We had too many judges, and not enough bento boxes, so we ended up running outta food, both the prepared lunches as well as the snacks that were supposed to last all day.  We had to send out people to buy food, and some of the judges had to starve for nearly an hour.  I felt so bad.  x___x  The i htink 5 or 6 people that didn't get to eat until late, i hope they'll still come back and judge for us next year. 

So yeah, the afternoon was horrible, I had to run back so i can print my iteniary too, then go allthe way back, then I had to go pick up dinner at the Shanghai Resturant, except I didn't have the money order from the school yet, and they woudlnt elt me leave without paying.  The other restaurants we worked with were okay when we explained that the money orders are just coming a little late, but they keep insisting that I do something.  So i ended up having to pay the whole thing ($760 worth of food) myself on credit card.  They promised to give me a check for that amount once they get the moneyorder fromthe school tho.  But that won't befor anther week and half, and hopefully I wont' have trouble getting that money back. 

Then after getting the food we had to setup dinner, and then it turned out the tournament was running really late, so we had to basically bring the dinners out to the judges on the floor, which results in several of us desperately writing down what they want as their dinner, and taking it out and passing it out.  I was sweating like crazy by then.  or rather i've been sweating steadily all day.  x____x

We ended up a little short on dinner again, but it wasn't nearly as bad.  After that it went a little easier, but i had to do a lot of walking and stuff, and cleanup.  The entire thing iddn't end until approx 11:40AM, and then I came back to shower and get dressed for the afterparty.

I think it was 'cause i wasn't drunk (I didn't wanna drink and get a hangover and barf all over the place when I had to catch a plane soon) but it wasn't as fun as last year.  I did dance a bit with my friend Christine tho, which was pretty fun.  It was mostly just fun to move to the beat.  But i sort of suck at dancing, and as a wushu girl, sort of the only girl in that room who's over 120 pounds... *coughs*  they're all so skinny and pretty.  x___x  anywayz, but it was alright, i had a lot of eyecandy since all the guys there were wushu guys, and some of them are pretty hot.  XD 

Anywayz so i dind't get back until 3AM, packed until 4AM, and slept from 4 to 6:30AM.  And right now i need to do last min cleanup and packing nad leave to catch myplain at around 7:30 so i can catch teh plane at 9:30AM.  x____x  man i had like less than 6 hours int eh past 3 days or so.  probably gonna sleep ont he plane, and once i get there, i'm gonna sleep in the car, and just tell my parents to go home instead of going to eat. I have a feeling i just wanna sleep like mad.  lol

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Waaa, i'm at like nearly 50 hour mark for Suiko5 now.  XD I'm toward the end!!  It's pretty good, but somehow it isn't as climatic as some of the other more recent games.  It's very enjoyable though.  I guess if some of the more recent games didn't come out, Suiko5 would be very much comparable to Suiko2.  Overall though, the game seems less dramatic and less climatic than a lot of the newer games (ie FF, Tales, Xeno etc., etc.). 

Still, it's very good game.  I really like a lot of the characters, and the castle is great.  It's freakin huge, even after only teh first expansion (two expansions total).  I totally got lost when it expanded nad i wast rying to find the boat to go somewhere.  XD  I'm sort of disappointed by the limited number of places you can decorate tho.  Hero's room you can put two pots, a painting, and a plant.  There are like three or four or more places to put statues (which i haven't been able to find yet), and a couple of places in one of the bigger halls to put two more plants.  But so far i haven't been able to put paintings anywhere other than my room, and several of the other main chara's main bedrooms are REALLY dark and plain, and I was hoping to be able to decorate 'em.  :\ 

Man i wanna play more, but i really should od hw today. x___x

After Suiko5, I'm trying to figure out if i should go back and beat FF12 or go on and start Tales of Abyss.  I've been looking forward to ToA in a while, that's for sure, but thing is I WANT to play FF12 too.  It's not like how ti was with KH2, where I'm literaly trying to force myself to play the game.  With Kh2, everytime i think about playing or think about the game in general, I'm just liek "gah, dun wanna".  But when i think about ff12, I'm like "gaaaaaaaah I WANNA PLAYYYYY" but I keep feeling like I should hold back, mostly 'cause with that game, it's REALLY hard for me to put down once i start. I was afraid that if I start playing, 1) I woudln't put it down, and 2) I'd stop playing suiko5.  ^^;;; 

Anywayz, we'll see.  Spring break's next week yay.  :D  Can't wait!!

I slept from 1-4PM today, a freakin 3 hour nap.  x____x  I'm not sleeping at all tonight i can tell already.  x_____x

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Well, finaly at approximately 25hour mark, Suiko5 is getting good.  XD  Up until the death of the Queen and her Consort, it's actually considered prologue.  That was what, like 5 hours?  And then somehow Rainwall and then Raftfleet as temp headquarters swallowed up over 20 hours.  x____x  I think in my case it was 'cause i keep running around doing trading and getting all the charas recruited and stuff.  At one point i went and did a lot of grinding for money and lvls, so that might've added a couple of hours too.  But still, that's so long.  x___x  But then maybe the previous games took that long to get to the castle too....but i think in the case of Suiko1 and 2, I enjoyed it so much that I hardly noticed the timing. 

But yay, it's finally getting really good.  Last night i could hardly put it down, even though it was like 3AM and i was tired as hell after a day of shopping and then watching a school play.  We lost an hour to daylight savings time too.  T___T  It as funny 'cause like at 1AM I was like "oh, k it's 1" and then the next time I saw the clock it was like 3AM and i freaked out 'cause it definitely WASN'T a full 2 hours.  And then i saw my microwave and it only said 2, and I remembered roommate talking about loosing an hour.  *sigh*  But yeah so i slept at 3AM (technically 2) and then got up at 9AM (technically 8...) so i'm really really tired and sleepy.

Normally I woudln't have bothered to stay up if roommate got up early.  HOWEVER I wanted to play more of Suiko5 now.  As you can see, the game has caused me to get up early.  That only happens if the game is really really good.  So yeah.  :3

It sounds like i might not get to Tales of Abyss today.  XD  Sidenote, I think XSIII arrived!!!  But today's sunday and there's nobody in the mail room so i can't get it til tomrrow anyway.  -_-;;;

oh yeah for Suiko5 I named my army Varna Army, and my castle Nirvana Castle.  >.>;;  It would've sounded better if they don't always tag the Army and Castle to the end of the name, but oh well.  I was going to go for Paradys like the Tanith Lee books, but then I thought I should follow the DDS theme.  XD

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